tired

in this hide n seek of joy and sorrow..
i wish tears some smile to borrow...

trapped in d illusion of this conscience...
i seek refuge from the monster of conscience...

here sorrows long for a tear...
there smiles are accompanied by fare...

locked by d unsolved chains of destiny...
paralysed life in the ethics of bestiny...

born for the melodies of tragedy...
stucked like a quarrel in comedy...

beauty longs  to be inherited by the autumn...
sky falls to touch d bottom..

i request time to take me away a while...
let life show its existance in a live style...

preaching the god of pain here...
slowly my grave calls me there...

all i realise for sure one thing now..
i am tiered for more i cant bow..

where rains are rejected by land..
thr in nirvana alone i stand..

areej